I'm still alive, everyone. Well, kinda. If you call working until about 11.30 every night a life. But I think that the work load WILL lessen, it has to right.

Work has been the reason why i haven't really been online for about 3 months....why the hell did i take 5 a levels?? critical thinking?? wtf did i take that? it the most unusefull subject in the world....aarrrghhhh and the amount of biology, french and psychology homework is ridiculous.

Don't even get me started on art.

BUT ANYWAY. LETS FORGET ABOUT ALL THAT CRAP. yeah, hopefully after xmas i'll be able to actually submit something. oh shit. exams. well, after that then. but lets see....hmmmmm, what else has gone on in my life?

I've watched countless 'HOUSE' episodes (i'm ridiculously obsessed) and I've been doodling some fanart for thatand some Tokio Hotel fanart.

Kyu-chanwich and I survived the wrath of Mr' Harris, which is something to be proud of. Actually, he didn't even seem to agknwoledge us.

Hmmm, I'm broke for xmas....I might have to resort to bank robbery.... or borrow money off my parents...and i still owe Kyu 50p

Ahahahaha over the last couple of months i have become accquainted with twilight, the most amazing book (and the sequels of couse) in the entire universe) I can't wait till the film comes out.
Edward is very fecking hot.

But robert pattinson is SO MUCH HOTTER!!!! (arrrgh I'm melting just thinking about him =¬= ) and I'm going to the twilight premiere on the 3rd! Hopefully i'll see him....*drools*

better go now, before it stop making sense. Not that any of this does. This is what happens when you brain becomse saturated with biology diagrams and words and crap.

Be happy

yes...Iam back, after about 3 months of stress free holidays!

I spent about 5 and a half weeks in spain....aaaahhhh...its so hot out there! i wish i could go back for a few more days.. I won't be going until christmas, so i won't be seeing my spanish friends for about 4 months DDX

but i had a great time, and then i came back to ge my GCSE results. All was well, much to my pleasure ( i had been imagining the various worst case scenarios which could have happened) I got all A's and B's!oh... and i found out i was 2 marks away from an A* in art (aaarrrrrghhh!!!)

then...i went to wales on an action packed holiday with my cousins! the change in weather and routine affected me wierdly, i couldn't actually get out of bed until gone 10 in the morning... but we went paintballing and IT HURT LOADS, BUT IT WAS SO FUN HAHAHAHAHAHA (dear me, i sound like yotsuba)

aaaaaand last friday, i started back at school, now being in sixth form i was totally unprepared for the amount of effort i have to put into the work (okay...yeah...last year it was just about affordable, but this year, no slacking XD) so i've decided not to bring a blank notebook to school...which will bring good news and bad news:

bad news: i won't be putting many drawings, because i won't be spending time doodling in lessons.

good news: i'll be more motivated and less distracted and work harder and get good A-levels and get into uni and not become a homeless person who can't get a job so they have to live in a cardboard box.

i STILL do not know whether i can go to the expo or not... i really need to go!(even if i only go with £0.30, which is all i will have by then)

anyway I've got to go and draw my face a few times (art homework) and that will take time so byebye!

Wahhh... I can't believe that I haven't been on here for about a week....(ok, apart from yesterday )

Last Friday I went to France to stay with my exchange family. I was a bit worried because I was going to be the only English person there, and I thougt I would find it a bit difficult to communicate in French...
but...
I had such an awesome time!!! The family was lovely, they were all so kind and they talked to me a lot (in french of course) so now i finally know what I need to practice most of all, speaking the language. When I came back thursday eve, I was very uspet T_T I miss them!

And then, yesterday, we had our school prom! It went much better than I expected, and I danced a lot yay!

I must not for get the art trade I am doing with ^^

And I still need to finish that picture of Toshio and Sadako...

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At last, its the last week of GCSE's. Then the real stress begins.....

Waiting. For results. AAAAUUUUUGGGGHHHHH *faints*

At least i get friday off, so I can possibly draw a few more things and put them up.

My asian horror movie interest has still not passed, if anything its grown stronger XD
hmmmmm....there's only one thing thats really bugging me D:

In Ju-on the Grudge (or the american one, it doesn't really matter) why is it that kayako is covered in blood in some scenes and completly clean in others? Why? Please, if anyone knows, tell me. Or if anyone has any funny suggestions as to why this might be I'd like to know...heehee.


Went to a small, small village today...it scared me, cause there was no-one there. But it was fathers day, so my dad wanted to go 'exploring'. Apparently 'Great Expectations' was filmed there. But that was about 60 odd years ago.


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Finally, the most stressfull week of exams is over. I was not very happy this week as i probably had a maximun of 20 hours sleep, which is waaaaaaaay too little for me. My parents have been asking me all week whether theres something upsetting me, to which i replied, '...exams...'

Plus my spanish teacher was meant to be giving me some help for my A2.... turns out he hasn't even read the letter my mum sent to him asking for it DX

I've been considering actually moving into my study until exams are overm coz in reality all the time at home i spend in there. I've also been getting really wierd energy rushes, where i suddenly see the need to run up and down the stairs two at a time.....

i've just been told i can't go to the october expo....WWWAAAAHHHH! that means i have to wait one whole year D: T_T

hmmm...i might put up some more deviations this weekend, i feel i deserve a bit of a break.....

sorry about being so whiny and all, i just needed a bit of a moan

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